We find out if you are a boy or girl in a few days. Mean time I have to write a funeral message for a friend, try to catch up on sleep and move to our new home. You kicked my hand super hard today. It was the first time I could definitively say that it was you moving. My heart was racing when it happened. At one point you were rubbing my hand and I was so excited. It was like nothing else in the world mattered but you and your mom.
You are loved, and we couldn't be more excited about you. I call your grandma every few days to talk about you, and you aunt Sarah has been fun with how excited she is (even though your cousin Jason looks like he is 15 years old with how big her belly is). I love you and can't wait to see you.